Bearskin
I
like noughts and crosses hangman
played
a lot of that with the kids
makes
me a bit nostalgic You don’t mind?
Only
I don’t see them anymore
haven’t
done for years I still think of them
as
kids still they’re grown up now
probably
got kids of their own
I
get a card from my eldest at xmas
it
cracks me up seeing her
handwriting I blame the wife don’t remember
hitting
her I joined that fathers’ group
clambered
about on rooftops a bit undignified
for
a soldier I’ve calmed down now Needed
to
I
used to travel a lot Too much
Got
up to some things I shouldn’t of
specially
for a soldier Word got around
In ’98
or maybe ’97 I passed out on parade
dropped
my gun Everyone was kind
For
a while I really tried You believe me?
And
then there was the drink Still is
I’m
not boring you? Only I miss my mates
in
the guard miss my kids miss Janey
Did
I tell you I had to go away for a bit?
I
used to love that bearskin
Katrina Naomi
I'd welcome any comments on this poem. Cheers, Katrina
ReplyDeleteDear Katrina,
DeleteI'm so moved by this poem. It seems to hold something of the dishevelment of the punk era and its post modern aftermath: perhaps the maudlin anger echoes some of my own history?
Jane
I will have to sit with this monologue for a while. I like the hints it gives of bad behavior, leaving our imagination to work harder. There is a feeling of isolation which is immediate. Something will surface over the weekend when I am away from the studio.
ReplyDeleteTim Ridley